A girl name K

She's been on my mind lately.. like water flowing down the Nile River in Egypt...  i wonder if she really is what i dreamed of... =)  well time will tell soon if she is meant for me... i dont want to find any other person to be my one and only.. and i pray to Allah that she is that person...

This feelings i have are putting my heart back together..which once was broken... i think im in-love.. im sure that i am... but hehe she's not sure herself... we will see what happens... 

TO BE CONTINUE...

No words can describe how i feel

No matter how much it hurts what you did to me... i still am breathing and alive...  
you put me through hell.. made me scared of commitments... 
made me hide... but hey.. i am stronger.. but just looking at you makes me... ='(

WeLL i Guess KARMA!! STriKes AGaiN

I have that icth in my brain that KARMA!! will come back and haunt me again and its just that... hmm... yea i've benn in contacting with my friends ex... but we are just friends....  But knowing that a friend that you know is like falling for your ex is like hmm.. what is that?? yea im okey with it... yes im sure i can deal with it but.. can it be someone that i dont know? erggh.. 

God this sucks life out off me.... well why should i care right... its NOT like that girl broke my heart or anything... she apparently STABBED it deep enough that i was afraid to be in a relationship again...

Too much to think!?@!?#$

CaN I Trust My Feelings??

Can you imagine a day without thinking whats on our mind? i cant think properly lately.. i feel like something is in my mind but i dont know what it is... 

i feel like i like someone.. or maybe i even am inlove with her... well who knows right.. i cant be sure about my feelings right now.. i want to tell her that but she's like i dont know still thinking about the past.. and i dont know when she'll move on... 

ohhhhh well.... i guess we have to wait and see..

WHAT IS LOVE??? WHEN THERE IS NO ONE TO LOVE....

Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love.  The hunger for love is much more difficult to remove than the hunger for bread. Life has taught us that love does not consist in gazing at each other but in looking outward together in the same direction.

Love is much like a wild rose, beautiful and calm, but willing to draw blood in its defense, a symbol of eternity.  It wipes out all sense of time, destroying all memory of a beginning and all fear of an end.
Shall we compare our hearts to a garden -
with beautiful blooms, straggling weeds,
swooping birds and sunshine, rain -
and most importantly, seeds.
 
Time is too slow for those who wait, too swift for those who fear, too long for those who grieve, too short for those who rejoice, but for those who love, time is eternity.
When you're in love you never really know whether your elation comes from the qualities of the one you love, or if it attributes them to her; whether the light which surrounds her like a halo comes from you, from her, or from the meeting of your sparks.   
 

I Can'T Sleep

Again JOBLESS!! what can i do... those questions are just floating in my mind.. i cant help but think about it all day... if you don't know what i meant is.. I am talking about L.O.V.E!! its stupid for me.. and its just stupid that i keep thinking about it.. 

HAHA.. i can only laugh at myself for being like this... i dont know.. i need a vacation.. i need to get away from everything around me... i cant wait for THAILAND!! its only a few weeks away... oh yea... my favourite cousin is getting married soon.. so that would be fun... 


I wonder ah.... what will happen soon.... I am always thinking about the future.. what will happen tomorrow night? what will happen next week.. What will happen NEXT YEAR?!?!  no one knows... 

 

EaGeR TO WAIT

I kinda stayed up late last night creating this blooog so emm.. I just got home from the EPL LEGEND MASTER THINGY... and it was awesome atleast ManU beat Liverpool which made the liverpool fans shuuush haha.. so i am very please with that result =)

well i forgot to take photos of the event cause i was over excited that i saw Andy Cole, Robbie Fowler and Bryan Robson.... so yea i am pleased.. well thanks to someone for giving us the free tickets... =)

THESE PEOPLE I CARE....

IT'S A NEW DAY....FOR MY SELF...

Well what can i say? i got no where to talk about my life... i go in and out of my mind..every single day..going through the tough and the easy times... 




There are so many things going on in my mind.. so many questions needed to be answered...can this blog be a place for me to unleash what has been floating in my mind....  well i hope it will be.. 
i am sure i am happy now but deep inside there is something crying deep inside of me... and i don't know what it is.... 

This blog will be my diary... maybe even a place where love, hate and anger can be released... 


 THIS IS ME!! THIS IS MY LIFE!!!